A million hours left to think of you and think of that.

whoa. long time no blog. the 4th seems like a looong time ago, i dont know why. how does time pass so quickly anyway?
ok so one of the totally awesome things i have done since then is...i saw paul mccartney in concert! yep. paul Freakin mccartney ;) he totally kicked ass too. it was really amazing, he was such a cool person, and he played a ton of beatles songs and they sounded so. amazing. anyway so that was preeeetty cool. and so now i am even more obsessed with the beatles than i was.
and some other current in love withs:
doc martens {i found the sweetest pair on ebay, they were black with sort of retro-y flowers on them...wanted them so bad but they went for like $200.} but i'm still looking. ;)
Aerosmith, just got one of their greatest hits cds and i'm sort of in love. also...whoever reads this you should listen to dream on when you get a chance, i love that song.
duck tape, not sure why. {yes i'm aware its actually DUCT tape, but that kinda ruined it when i found out it had nothing to do with a duck.}
hmm. the other night i pulled an all nighter with some friends and at like three in the morning when we were doing coke shots we saw this thing in the sky and we were like ufo!! it was weird it hovered for a little and then it slooowly moved towards us, flew right over us. then yesterday there was ufos in china...inneresting. hehe. aaaand. me and one of my friends wrote a song called...the pegacorn. we've pretty much decided we are going to be famous for it. ;) anyway, just thought i'd put that out there. we, are. very. special.

ok, so whoever ends up reading this, just comment if you have any, but any music suggestions? because i am in some serious need of new music right now. right now im in a led zeppelin/nirvana/beatles/third eye blind phase, but i know like all the words. so.

ok so, i am now bored with this post, so...sorry. i wish i had this really long list of awesome stuff that happened to me, but sadly. my life is not very interesting. so i just talk about...nothing. oh well.

oh! ok so if you are bored or need some good music {in my opinion} look up our last night. its sorta screamo but its really cool...i like. yee anyway thats preeetty much it. its been wayy too long since i've blogged, but...yeah. so i'm going to go and do something interesting, or...not, but yeah anyway. go pack for camping manana, should be cool. i'm excited for kyaking. anyways bye;)

{emma}

p.s. its 11:11!! make a wish ;)

Wish 1.

even though i am bizarrely opposed to pink, i love this picture...its my girly side coming out. <3
Heres my newest blogging idea: I think I’m going to start a sort of type of post, wishes. If I could wish for anything, if i had thousands of wishes, and what I would do with them…something like that. So like a collection of posts, wish posts. In my head this sounded sort of cool, but putting it on paper…computer screen I guess, it sounds incredibly lame. And cheesy. Oh well…I’ll probably still try it anyway. It could be sort of cool. so.

Wish 1.
To have more time.








xx
{emma}

There's so many things i wish i had said, but now it's too late.

exeryone who sees this thinks its me, apparently...how does this look at all like me?? i mean im flattered i guess, but she looks nothing like me... oh well. just had to put something here to explain why i put it up here in the first place. so here it is.

so this week has been sort of amazing. i am out of school. finally! but you know what depresses me, because i know its completely twisted? im sort of glad that summer's short. i mean really, what the hells wrong with me? i dont know a single person ever who agrees. i do have a reason though, to see...someone. so. my friends still make fun of me though, no matter how much i try and justify my reasons.
also, i had a freakin fantastic last three days. so. thursday was my last day of school, i had to get through a math final, but orchestra was really...kind of fun. then after school i got five bucks from my pe teacher, then we all went downtown and pretty much just hung out, got food, free cookies, looked at wallets, i bought a tea, which no one else understands why i like tea, got green tea starbucks and smoothies, almost commited the act of trespassing, {haha, arent we such rebels?}, had an interesting time trying to keep earphones in our ears while walking on the highway, and i dunno...it was just awesome. then a few of us had to go play at the senior graduation, which was so loooooooooonnnnggggg. but me and one of my amazingest friends pretty much just talked most of the time so it was still fun. i have a question for anyone who ever reads this and if you have an answer just comment, have you ever heard of throwing tortillas at a graduation? or is that just my weird school? cause i swear to god there were like tortillas flying. everywhere. even some of the teachers were throwing them. i was so confused. and then...i didnt get to say goodbye.

isnt this totally sweet? this is actually my picture, i'm so proud :) i know its kida really cheesy but i found the idea on this website and i had to try it...isnt it kind of awesome?

so i borrowed my mom's phone because mine broke again and i was texting a bit on it and then i got home and...heres the convo...{i'm just going to try this out :) }
mi madre: you havent been texting on my phone right?
me: um. maybe. ?
mm: like how much?
me: um. not too much, like...20 texts. {i even rounded down, it was more like 24.}
mm: you're kidding right?
me: no...not so much.
mm: well my plan doesnt cover texts so youre probably going to have to pay for some of them...
me: k how much?
mm: i think like 2 bucks a text.
me: shit :0
haha yeh i dunno how well that whole dialogo thing really worked but oh well...it was sorta fun! anyway yeah, i am now officially in major debt. oh!!! by the way, i got an ipod!!! i mean i already have one but i had way too much music and i couldnt fit it all on so i got a classic, its pretty cool. its just black, but yeah. im happy :)
so...what else is new? hm... haha ok so i found out i got a C on my math final and a C- on my science final. which sort of depresses me and is also sort of ironic, because i thought i actually did ok. but now im really scared to find out how i did on my social studies because i literally BSed like half of it. my fingers are crossed though...

i love strawberries. so. freakin. much.

another highlight of my week: so we had our last pe class, which is a highlight all in itself, but we were playing ultimate frisbee {dont laugh} and the guys on our team were totally making fun of me and my friends and we were just kind of not caring but my pe teacher gestures me over to her and says emma, you need to tell them to shut the fxxk up, use bigger words!! big words are good!! tell them, i am asking you to!! so i actually did later, but i dont think they heard me. or maybe one of them did he just probably thought he heard wrong...dumbass. anyway that totally made my day.
so...anyway so then yesterday me and two of my friends had another sleepover, i made them come with me to this beatles tribute thing at this vintage clothing store right by my house at night, we showed up and we didnt know anybody so we walked downtown and then came back, said hi, then left and saw a movie. i was pretty sad, actually. and i felt really lame too. but anyway... we saw letter to juliet. it was...good. it was sweet but it was so totally cheesy, oh my god. i was cracking up in all the wrong parts. my friend kept looking over at me and i was laughing so hard i started crying except she thought i was reallycrying, and she was like emma, its not that sad. the guy in it was so akward though. it was totally awesome though, there were like two other people in the whole theater.

anyway, that has been my past few days, i'm in love with summer so far. but i'm also sad.

well...this was a dissapointment. i guess i wasnt really expecting anything, that would have been unreal. but i was wishing. maybe i didnt stay long enough for the wish to come true, who knows. i can dream, right?

anyway, i think thats pretty much it!!

oh by the way, all the pictures are actually mine this time, the picture of the girl is a picture of a picture i got from a really good seller on ebay, so i cant take credit for the actual picture. the picture of the picture though is mine...sorry i'm being so confusing.

bye.

{emma}

ps. i'm in love with this...and i can totally smell the summer<3

If you couldn't be happier right now, do you ever need me?

i dont know how youll react, creating want by holding back, some reverse parallel maniac, let me try, now baby try

i am in indecision. i am stuck in between my fears and my pride and i'm tying myself down. how do i put myself somewhere where he can reach me? if i had a wish, i know what it would be.

anyway, had a fantastic weekend, on thursday i had mucho sugar & some interesting conversations. me and one of my awesomest friends ditched a period, and no one believed us when we came back. spent way too long discussing the meaning of all around the mulberry bush. i am still confused. then spent the next two days with mis amigas, two suprise parties and sleepover. pretty freakin sweet :)

me and maia...i miss you maia!!

the end of thursday {well the end to me} made everything so much better. and made my day. possibly my week.
overall a pretty sweet three days.
and now...sunday.

i brought my window up and down, i turned my back where you'd been, life pull through where you might had been, let me try, let me begin, let me be your heroin, let me sin is your love a sin, let me be your heroin
we have crossed the road to come, the ship will wash up the rudder gone, the rafts are floating but im holding on, let me try now baby let me try

let me be your heroin.

anyway i'm going to go contemplate.
xoxo
{emma}

One Second More

one word: love. and i think i'm in it.

hello again...and now for part two. {ha...it so weird to me for some reason to say that...but anyway. scroll down for part one, i guess. but be warned. this is probably the LONGEST POSTS IN THE ENTIRE HISTORY OF LONG POSTS.}well a few nights ago i had this amazing idea about photography, sort of, more like a picture...so i thought i could take a picture, then a picture of that picture, then a picture of a different picture and so on but it would all end up as the same picture in the end, just a picture of a picture of a picture and on and on, so it would never end, it would be like you could just keep looking on forever. and also it would be different pictures of every piece of my life that i love, so it would be like everything important to me in one single photo. however, i got to the first photo, and then i realized it was not actually possible. i mean, you can do it with the same picture, but its just not as good. it still makes sense though in my head, somehow. anyway, i havent given up yet, i will find a way...fingers crossed. i'm really obsessed with photography right now, which is sort of ironic since my camera is broken. for those of you who dont know, i cant seem to be able to keep anything in the realm of ipod, phone, camera, etc either belong to me or in working condition....i break things. or they get stolen. this will be my fourth camera, i'm on my second ipod, and i'm in the process of getting my third phone. and i always lose my wallet, and checks and stuff. but, hopefully i wont get anything more valuable until i can actually keep stuff in my posession :)

also this weekend, i had large amounts of ice cream. p.s. heaven = vanilla ice cream, ground up espresso beans and chocolate powder. i've had it about everyday for the past few days.

to finish this extremely looong post heres some more news...

well, i finally watched the hangover. it totally made me laugh, i loved it.

also, if you are bored or have some free time, watch this...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9B-MluGscaE
i'm in love.

ok...i'm done. anyway, goodbye for now.

{emma}

Song: Fade Away ~ Breaking Benjamin

I Could Really Use A Wish Right Now

isn't this picture awesome? i want my whole world to be like this... like a fairytale. with lollipops hanging from the ceiling. :) courtesy of the amazing anthropologie, by the way.
so today. well not much interesting actually happened, we had star testing {oohhh yeah!! ...not...} :) actually it was better than a 90 minute english class to be honest. however i messed the whole thing by skipping two problems so i had to go back and do the whole thing again. but now its over, so i'm very happy. science tomorrow, and then i'm ACTUALLY done. then i will be VERY happy!! yesterday {or maybe friday, not sure to be perfectly honest, but it doesnt really matter much anyway} we had an all or nothing math test in...math, who knew? and i was, suprise suprise, the one who passed. which actually sorta sucks because 1. my math class probably hates me now, and 2. now i seem like one of those insanely smart kids. which i'm not. and never will be. so.
i had a lovely dream i was raped a few nights ago. fun, right? {this is 100% sarcasm, just so you're clear.} actually it was sort of horrible. it was kind of weird though cause then we had a "health" class in estudiantes sociales, {i.e. sex ed} and they talked a bit about rape and stuff...quelle coinquidink? posible`. that was supposed to be a little spanish accent by the way, but apparently my computer isnt bilingual today. :( oh well.

i believe its supposed to rain today sometime, although the days almost over. but the clouds are amazing right now, maybe i will load some pictures on later. its like giant mountains of gray cotton or something.
aight well i have to go to orchestra practice later {yes, i know this puts me like right up there...its a generic element in the epitomeness of a nerd. oh well. i am who i am right?} :D well enjoy the rain...and i hear its possibly thunder too...yay!! and ps, the title are lyrics to a random song i heard, but i really could use a wish right now. anyway.}
mkay over and out.
{emma}

Song: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams ~ Green Day