i feel fireworks when i think of you.

well yesterday was...the third of july. which to anyone else who doesnt live here would be like, so? but. we cool hippy people are unique in that we have our fireworks on the...third. it was actually really awesome. went back to my school for the first time in a month, which has felt like alot more than a month, trust me. and saw some people i had {really} missed. i smiled alot, certain things made me so happy. and i absolutely adore that. and the fireworks were sort of amazing. i wish i had taken pictures or a video or something, but even if i had, i think it would have been something that you just have to see for real, because pictures wouldn't do it justice. anyway, it was pretty awesome. then me and two of my friends went to safeway to wait for our rides, and guess what i was labeled? the blondest of the group. how the hell did that happen? i'm almost insulted. one of my friends came home with me to wait for her ride at my house and we were sitting in the kitchen eating cherries, and we needed somewhere to put the pits. so i went and got a bowl, and she was like, its a pit bowl! ...{like pitbull}. it took forever for me to get it, and actually her too. but it was totally perfect. anyway i wish i had more to say, but i don't really. or don't want to put it up here...in case some random stranger stumbles upon my blog. oh and also, i have rediscovered my special talent. i can tie cherry stems in a knot with my tongue. i am so proud, i had totally forgotten about that. you know how people sometimes ask, so what are you like really good at? or something not many people know about you? and now i have something to tell them! i've been able to do it since i was like 8, but anyway. i'm sure no one really cares, but that sort of made me a little happy. among other things.

truth.

alright, well. happy 4th of july. have fun with fireworks. <3

xx

{emma}

Well i know what i want and what i want's right here with you.

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so true.

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This Is a One Track Life

i know this picture is completely random, but it reminds me of summer. and i am liking that. kudos to anthropologie.

hello. so it seems like time is flying. am i the only one? anyway.
so this week has been sort of awesome, certain moments especially. so this fiday was fantastically good, after school me and some of mi amigos hung out after school and then saw...iron man 2. it was actually pretty friggin awesome, i thought it was better than the first. but thats just me. and it was really cool because i heard on the radio that morning to stay until after the credits because there was something cool at the end, so we did and after basically ten minutes of credits there was a tiny part of the third one. it was totally cool because it was just us and two other guys, so we saw what most people didnt. it was pretty awesome. an extrememly long wait though. if there hadnt been anything at the end, i would have been extrememly pissed. anyway then i slept over at my friends house and we all watched monsters inc...which i have to say i actually sort of love. we found an old journal we had passed around between a few of my friends and we looked at it...its so cute. i was such a nerd though, it was sort of embarrassing. i'm just glad it was from three years ago so i can say i was alot different back then. :D and then tonite im going over to my aunt and uncles casa, which should be cool except im sooo tired. and i happen to have mounds of homework. but oh well, its been a pretty decent weekend so far and i'm only about a quarter through. so hmmm...what else has happened...? hate to say not much, but its truth.
actually {this isnt terribly interesting} but i found a new band i really like, basically just a few minutes ago, called Crossfade. theyre really good, they actually sound alot like breaking benjamin who i love, so i'm kind of liking them.
also i really want to go to the beach soon, it just seems like the perfect place to be right now. and take really pretty pictures too. :)

anyway i must go now, but until later,

xoxox

{emma}

The Little Things Give Me Away

hola...so, i'm currently obsessing over Linkin Park and Breaking Benjamin...even though i've loved them for a long time. it would be such an awesome concert if it was like a double with them both. i wish... and it sounds like there's a fairly big possibility that i might be going to see the Paramore concert!! i'm so freakin excited, i cant wait. {yayayay}
different subject...i know this probably isnt as awesome for anyone else, but we have to run timed miles in PE and yeserday i had to run my last one and beat my time...otherwise i'd have to run another one...and i got a 7:45 mile. i'm so happy, because i beat my time by like 30 seconds or something, cause the time i had to beat was 8:18. so...i'm happy.
ooohhh....i would do alot to see Linkin Park in concert...{i'm listening to them right now, which is why i'm having like these little bursts of inspiration}. its the type of music that in the right mood it could totally make me cry, but also it can make me smile so big. i love them so much :D ok, new song...
i wish...i sort of wish blogs werent public, or maybe just certain posts, because i have so much to say; but theres no way to remain anonymous. i'll try to explain...vaguely.
basically everyday i sit there and watch from afar, and nothing can happen that way. people are always telling me to put myself out there and that good things will happen if i do, and i guess i'm realizing that the only way i can get closer is to let go. the problem is that naturally i'm a basically quiet person, and how can i be someone i'm not? i want something to happen, truthfully, but i don't know what to change. yesterday two papers came for just the two of us and that fact made me smile. i need to make a change, or i'm never going to get anywhere. fact.
i'm sorry that the last paragraph sounded like parts of a sappy love song or something, i dont know how else to write without giving everything away, and if someone read this blog they would have no idea who/what i'm talking about. so, s'all good.
anyway, good bye for this day...

{emma}

Song: Hands Held High ~ Linkin Park