i'm a lover, not a fighter.

okay. so i realise it has been nearly a month since i have last posted, and for that i'm sorry. i used to consider going a week without writing as neglection, but now...yea. but i'm back!

it's already the last day of january, which is semi insanity. I've never been a huge fan of January, i'm sort of psyched for february though. :) and valentines day. even though i don't have a specific valentine, i dunno. i still just like the holiday.

so the news is that i'm not in fact going to india, which yes is kinda really disappointing. but. i can't get it out of my head. every other minute i'm sitting there dreaming about india. i zone out in school thinking about going there. so i have come to the conclusion that after i graduate from highschool i'm going to go there and do some kind of meditation for a few weeks, and maybe find somewhere to volunteer. i just want to explore. so now it's on my bucket list.

in other news, i found my newest favorite band. i can't even begin to explain how amazing they are to me. i mean, if i tried, which i won't, i would sound like any other teen boy band obsessed girl. but, honestly. in essence, thats basically the gist of it :) they're called This Century. and i'm in freakin love. theyre this type of music that, honestly, you would have to be crazy to dislike. so seriously, whoever reads this, please, please. look them up. for me...and obviously you. they're absolutely amazing, i don't understand how they aren't one of the biggest bands out there. yet, i love it when the music i listen to isnt what others listen to neccessarily. so anyway.

so, yea. i haven't been doing too much interesting of late, although in the past week i hung out with a friend i haven't seen lately and also hung out and bonded with two of my close friends, which were both awesome. i've been essentially in a pretty constant good mood this past month, which is amazing. i'm kind of getting a little stir crazy though, i want it to be spring so badly. i feel like i'm spending way too much time inside, although it's not exactly optimal weather outside. i want the sun and the warmth; i can't wait. only a few more months.

anyway i realise this is definitely not the most interesting post in the whole world, but i just figured i couldn't neglect this any longer. so...next post will be better. i promise.

until february,

xx

{emma}